About a month ago i started dating a guy, we met at some bar, and we liked each other, he wasn't a super model, but he was cute, and he was also a nice guy, so i said to my self, 'why don't give my self a chance?'. This guy showed to care about me, he messaged me almost everyday, for a couple of weeks, and so... But suddenly he stopped, he canceled me some times, and then, i recieved a message from him, it said that he liked me, but that he wasn't the guy for me. I didn't understand why he told me that, i wasn't in love yet, but i was starting to like him very much, even a close friend joked about we were going to get married, because this seemed pretty serious. I tried to talk to him in vane, and finaly i got an answer, it was another message, sent on december, 30th. The message said the same as the previous one, but it had more. It said that this wasn't meant to be right now, he wasn't looking for a relationship, that he wasn't ready, and also said that it was his fault not mine, and so on. I felt so disapointed, what a way to finish my year.
Contrary to what you might think, i didn't cry, nor got depressed. i said to me, 'there is no use crying'. Life and God works in misterious ways, and if he wasn't meant to be for me, i must then wait for the one who will fill my heart. I have so much to worry about besides love; but don't misunderstand me. Yes, love is one of my priorities, but not the main one, because, my main priority is to be happy, either being single or having a boyfriend, i must be happy to be alive, to have a family who loves me, friends who care about me, school that keeps me busy. And much more things to keep going. Therefore, if you are single, don't give up, neither rush to find your prince charming or your white princess, you have a lot of things to live for yet. And if you are in a relationship, be happy to have someone to share your life, because many would pay (not literaly) to be in your place.
Cya, H&K
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